Life has been like a piece of crap... Everyday seemed so boring and i just hope that the term break just came in a flash... As term break means holidays, our clique can meet out and crap together, watch some movies and also play pool... But it’s only a pathetic 2 weeks so i dun think we would have much fun though...
And ytd pool was fun, I won yan in 8-ball twice and we only played twice! =D 9-ball wasnt that good as we were always trying to hit the 9-ball in with the other numbers we were suppose to hit... I lost 3 games to him while i only won him once... =.= Tyco la yan.. =P The only one i never won is yong as i only played one game with him...
Well, i think im becoming a pool addict now... Anyone to accompany me to play? ;D
Well till then, Adios Amigo!
SiaNz -
3:44 PM
Y Monday, May 28, 2007
I dunno what came over me during midnight...
People may think i am getting emo.
But the truth is, im really not emo.
Or am i? I seriously dunno...
I just dunno what really came over me.
I think i need some help.
I need support from God.
I need to stop my bad attitude.
I need to be more tolerating.
I need to end my bad habit.
Who can help me? I just don't know...
Maybe the only one that can help me is myself.
Advices anyone?
SiaNz -
6:31 PM
Y
Why is she like this?
She wasn't like this before...
I just wanted some peace and quiet so i can finish my work...
Cant you understand me for a bit?
Everytime is always my fault...
Why am i always in the wrong?
Why are you always using money to push us down?
Money isnt everything in this world.
I know i have a bad attitude...
That doesnt give you a reason to always be angry towards me.
I just feel like jumping off the 16th floor to end my life...
Its not impossible...
Just dun TRY me to do it...
All i got for support is my faith in god.
I SWEAR TO GOD, IF U WANT ME DEAD OR EVEN U TRY ME...
IM SURE I WILL DIE RIGHT INFRONT OF UR EYES.
SiaNz -
12:00 AM
Y Sunday, May 27, 2007
Im SORRY if what i posted offended you...
But i WASN'T REFERING to you...
It was to some IDIOTS who commented that i was EMO...
But if you EVER felt OFFENDED,
I dun blame you for being angry...
I just hope time can make u feel better...
Hope this years of friendship wont be gone just like that...
IM SORRY!
SiaNz -
7:00 PM
Y Friday, May 25, 2007
LIFE IS FUCKED...
FRIENDS ARE BECOMING FUCKED UP...
IM FUCKING PISSED...
Why would there always be fucked up people in our life? Only to make yourself more miserable and to let your life contain more hatred and anger?
Why are we in this fucked up realistic world? Why were we even born? Why do we have to face this fucked up people every single day of your life?
Sometimes i just wished i did not exist in this fucked up realistic world... Life's fucked eh?
AND TO OTHER PPL WHO WANTS TO COMMENT ON THAT SAYING LIFE'S FUCKED MEANS IM EMO? FUCK OFF! IM NOT EMO!
SiaNz -
6:30 PM
Y Sunday, May 20, 2007
FUCK MAN UTD DEFENCE...
FUCK MAN UTD FOR NOT USING THEIR CHANCES PROPERLY...
FUCK MAN UTD FOR LOSING...
FUCK DROGBA FOR SCORING AT 116 MINS...
AND.......
FUCK CHELSEA FOR WINNING THE FA CUP....
SiaNz -
12:29 AM
Y Friday, May 18, 2007
Life has been boring for the past few weeks... Being sick on the 2nd week of school, visited 2 doctors when i was sick and now i am still coughing... Week by week is getting more and more boring, going to school at a certain time, studying that certain subject and having to tolerate crap from friends and teachers...
This coming week which is the e-learning week, i hope that my life would be a little more interesting as we dun have to go to school... Hope to finish all my hw before that so i can relax during the e-learning week... However, the homework piling up for the e-learning week is increasing and i have only done engineering maths 1 until now... HOPE that i can finish all of them by myself...
Well.. Hope everyone is enjoying their poly days and that they are not regretting their decision now... I may sound that i regretted but it isn't so... Or is it? Well... i am confused now... No mood to do anything much and today would be my practical before the e-learning week.. Hope we can do it fast and go home as soon as possible as i have no intention of staying in school for long...
Well.. Nth to add on... Whether to blog anot, i have to see my mood...
