Life just isnt worth my time...

Y Saturday, December 23, 2006

Today was a different day from the usual... Tagged along with my brother to his hairstylist and had my hair cut... Also dyed it as my brother thinks that he has too much money to psend.. LOL! =) Well.. Took some pics and they are the following...

Isn't that cool.. LOL! But alright la... Not i pay de so i just cut and dye lor... Dan called me a cheapskate... HEY DAN! U GO CUT HAIR ALSO UR MUM PAY RIGHT? DOESN'T THAT MAKE U A CHEAPSKATE TOO! =.=

Didn't play any games till now.. Helped my mum ard the place and also slacked around when my sister came with her dog... Fun but my house became dog hair heaven.. LOL!

K la... Nth else to add for now..

Till then.. Adios..

SiaNz -

7:13 PM

CHALET IS OVER?!? Wow.. That was fast... Time for some summarising of what i still remember from the chalet...

Ok... I went to the chalet after getting back from SGH... Went there by bus and when i reach, i totally don't know the way around.. So i called yong to bring me there and we waited in the chalet for others... Some people came and me, yong, cass, su ling felt that we were hungry... Went to the arcade first and three of them played daytona.. Didn't play as i have NO MONEY! =) Back to the point... After the arcade we went to BK to eat and i tell u.. SU LING EATS SLOWER THAN A TORTISE! When me, cass, yong and dan finished our meal, she was still on her fries... =.='' Played true or dare while waiting for her and we got some amusement from yong's answer.. Went to the pool beside the arcade with dan and yan and played for awhile... Went back to play poker and they called be to be the dealer.. NVM! But in the end i still lost ard $10... Sad... Then in the morning, me, linxi, gary, dan, kc, mund went home by bus...

2nd day started when i woke up ard 1630 as i slept ard 0830... Dan was also up frm my call to him and we played ard 1 hr of GB... Skills totally suck now... Then i went to his hse and we went to the chalet together... Went to the chalet to find them and went to chagi village to eat.. Ate nasi lemak and was chatting with yan and dan... Went back to the chalet and played poker again which i still lost.. LOL! Ate mac's at ard 4am and slacked there... By 6, me and dan made our way out of the chalet and took a cab each... Fare was ard $6.5-$7.0 and i was so dead beat tired... Bathed and just slept...

WOKE UP AT 12 BY MY BRO AS MY MOTHER IS GETTING DISCHARGED! She came back and i guess this 2 weeks i would be a male nurse to my mother... LOL! She still have difficulties getting out of bed and sitting down as her spinal surgery is making her nerves harden... This would be a job for me as i would have to bring her out of bed when needed and i have to do all ths house chores.. BORING! But i heard that there is a pay for me now.. $5 an hour is not bad.. =)

Well.. Thats all i remember frm the chalet and all... Got nth else to comment...

Till then.. Adios..

SiaNz -

1:48 AM

Y Monday, December 18, 2006

THE OPERATION IS A SUCCESS?

Even though my mother is still suffering from her post syndrome from her GA(General Anesthetic). She kept vomiting when she came out of the operating room and this made her so weak... Her back is also in pain as she has just done her operation to the spinal cord but this symptoms are common i guess...

Tomorrow i have to wake up early tomorrow i guess... Since all my family members are working and i am the ONLY free one now.. i guess its my responsibitity to take care of my mum when she clearly needs it... But the chalet on the 20th would clash with her hospitialisation so maybe during the chalet when there is nothing to do i would come down to SGH to visit her for awhile...

Yan said he prayed hard for my mum ytd night... This made me a little curious if whether he is crapping or not as in the list of my crappy friends, he is NUMBER 1! LOL! Yan, no offence though... But if u really prayed for my mum, Thanks Dude! =)

Well.. Realised that Daniel has just lost his wallet and he has no mood to do anything.. The first word i said was like 'NICE!' and he is really pissed.. LOL! WHO CALL U SO CARELESS! But i am not suppose to laugh over his loss... Maybe only a miracle can help him now..

Till then.. Adios..

SiaNz -

10:11 PM

Today at 11.30am would be my mother's operation.. I am still worried about the operation even though the specialist said that there is a high percentage of success... A high percentage of success doesn't mean there would be no chance of a mistake being done... HELLO? THIS IS DRIVING 6 SCREWS IN UR SPINAL CORD! HOW WOULD THIS HAVE NO CHANCE OF FAILURE?

Accompanied my mum to church today.. Saw her cry when her pastor was praying for her... Yesterday she said something that really broke my heart.. She said that if the operation did not succeed, she has already informed her pastor that she wants to be cremated and her ashes to be thrown into the ocean. Cause she didn't want to be a burden to my family in the near future by making us pray to her... This indeed broke my heart and this suddenly made me feel why we should cherish our times as family together... Now i am really praying hard to god to help her so as to succeed this operation and that she could spend few more years together with us..

Suddenly Yan reminded me of a composition i wrote about 'saying good-bye'. It was about the story of my mother who fainted and she got leukemia.. At the end of the story, she passed away.. I really hope this isn't any curse i am giving to my mother as she was the sole breadwinner in my family when she had my brothers and sisters in the past.. My father was not even of use to the family and i am really afraid that the one who brought me up would suddenly pass away..

'Dear Lord Jesus, pls help my mother on her operation today... I really hope that this operation would be a success and that she would gradually become more strong-willed and more faithful to you... In Jesus name i pray, Amen.'

I really hope this prayer to help my mum on her operation. Don't have much to blog this few days, only playing GB with daniel and Dotaing with denny... Well... I have nth else to say now..

Till then..

SiaNz -

12:34 AM

Y Thursday, December 14, 2006

SIAN... Today is so BORING! Woke up, watched TV for 1 hour, then i used the computer. Was talking to Dan for awhile before he went off to eat with his mother. Wanted to play GB with him and own him but he couldn't.. Maybe later? Then i played 3 dota games..

First match i random tio Bristleback. I thought i was going to be owned but sadly, i owned the other team badly.. Second match i choose to use Tinker and still, i gayed them with my laser, heat seeking, dagon, rearm, laser, heat seeking, dagon and they were calling me gay shit.. Hahas.. Never thought tinker is so gay when he has lots of mana.. Last match was ZEUS! Still, i owned them. =)

Well.. Today is only the cutting of my birthday cake i guess.. Since my mother is working till late night and my elder sis didn't have time to come... Have to wait for some other day then maybe we can go out for dinner as a family and we can at least happily talk. Then my smaller sister is like... Called her 5 frens to message me and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY? What else can she do.. =.=

Maybe i would blog about the game with Dan later..

Till then, Adios Amigo. =)

SiaNz -

6:52 PM

YAY! ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! WOOT! lol... This birthday seems kinda boring now.. Can't celebrate with frens only with family.. *Sigh* But nvm la.. Got a family to celebrate with is better than nothing and I GOT MY SAM'S TOWN CD! WOO! Now playing at my computer repeatly.. Hahas..

Yan suggest i put my age as Age: OFFICALLY 16.. =.= What else can he think of nxt? LOL =) Read yan's blog just now... TSS! HEAVY INDUSTRY! DUN MAKE ME REMIND OF THE PINK BABE! And for the idiots who want to comment on what is TSS.. GET A LIFE DUDES!

SiaNz -

12:57 AM

Y Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Well... Today's first program was to watch Heroes recommended by Daniel.. Not a bad show actually but the loading time sucks when i load too much at a time.. Stop at the 3rd episode and felt i was to play some games...

Played some GB with Daniel... My skills kinda suck now... Lol.. But the most SUAY thing that happen were that i tio 1 dragon BUT OUR DISTANCE IS LIKE SO FAR! Then i lost using dragon.. But alright la.. Both of us tio Knights and i lost to his boomer.. GRRR! But nvm...

Dota for 2 matches and both game got leavers.. HEY U IDIOT ZION USERS.. IF U ARE LOSING JUST CONTINUE LA! LEAVE GAME AND SPOIL THE GAME FOR WHAT! CBKs! I really realise that Custom Kick (CK) is really useful in times and it really got some of my friends pissed off.. lol..

Well.. 2 hours and 51 mins left.. YAY!

SiaNz -

9:09 PM

Y Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Didn't do much today... Only dota and watch tv.. Came to my blog and saw the lamers posting at my tagboard.. WHO ARE THE IDIOTS SPAMMING IN MY TAGBOARD! FARK OFF DUDES! MAI LAME LOR! GET A LIFE! Now freaking pissed off by those idiots.. Want to irritate people please go other blogs... And STFU!

Well.. its 3.18am on my clock now.. SIBEI SIAN LA! No shows to watch, no dvd's to watch.. ARG! I am really getting used to sleeping late and waking late... Late night MTV is ABSOLUTELY LAME! But at the start is kinda nice la..AND PEOPLE! GO TO YOUTUBE AND SEE THE MTV OF 'I Just Called To Say I Love You' by Stevie Wonder.. TOTALLY DIFFERENT MTVS' IN THE PAST COMPARED TO NOW... Addicted to 'Bones' by The Killers.. Grr... I want their cd.. Will my dear sis buy for me? LOL =)

Till then..

SiaNz -

7:10 PM

Y Monday, December 11, 2006

Wow.. Amazing!! YAN SOLVED MY BLOG PROBLEM! WOW! lol.. He's sick but still can make this.. HE IS GOOD! Well... For the past few days keep spending the time on making this stupid blog.. lol... but with the help of yan and perserverence (CRAP)... i actually did it! Wow! But its kinda good feeling that u have done what u started with and really thanks to u yan.. =)

Well... Bought my W850i phone few days ago with the help of my sis and brother.. My brother used his plan which has half a year left to upgrade and it cost a FREAKING $528! I still have to pay $100.. Nice la.. But i dun regret on getting that phone as i feel it kinda cool.. LOL! The functions are also not bad and the ringtones are slightly louder.. MY FIRST WALKMAN PHONE THAT I OWN LEH!

Life has been boring for me this holiday.. Dun feel like getting a job and dun feel like not getting a job.. WTF AM I TALKING! Keep at home dOta, slack, watch tv.. this indeed is the most boring holiday i ever had.. Work seems tough and boring so i really dun feel like doing any.. hahas.. but work can keep me occupied and i at least can do something there.. WHY AM I IN A DILEMMA! WHY!

And a stupid imposter go post on yan's tagboard... HELLO? I AM NOT EVEN ONLINE AT 12.45 YTD! STILL SAY MONEY MINDED TO YAN? U IDIOT?

SiaNz -

11:32 AM