Lifes Complicated...

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2007-09-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

Well well well... Time surely flies past during the holidays and i realised i haven't been updating this blog of mine for 2 months... Nothing interesting came about in my life during the holidays and tomorrow would be the 2nd week of my school! Life during the first week of school was indeed, slack and i would love it if everyday was like that... Homework was given out though, but it isn't that difficult for now...

Chalet was fun but i pulled my thigh muscle while playing soccer... So i only stayed for a day and nevertheless, it was interesting and fun to be with my poly friends... Life has been fun in my poly life and now, 4 hours of sleep everyday is a LUXURY for me... Life has been tired for me now and i really hope some form of rest would be good...

Well, i have nth else to blog now, even though 2 months of not-blogging isn't helping at all...

Till then, Adios Amigo!

Life in poly ain't easy

2007-07-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

Going through my poly life now, i just realised that when people tell us that poly life is easy, reality differs from what they have said. Tutorials, Presentations, tests, reports, exams... The list just continues and i am really tired... Tests are coming nxt week before the exams and i havent even started my revision... Just hope i can pass with flying colours and not fail the exams...

Presentations are going on now and im left with Excel and IDEAS. RWP presentation didnt go as well as i hoped but it was mostly our fault as we are not that prepared... IDEAS is due nxt week and i think im doing it tomorrow with my friends... Excel is not due until the end of the month so at least now i can have a breathing space...

Reports followed by reports... CPPB, IO Chem and ITM... I just realised writing report aint easy and that i really admire those who could do it without any problems arising... ITM's Colony Count Method, IO Chem Aspirin and 4 of CPPB practicals just went past me in a flash and i just hope i will not forget this practicals as if our exams have questions posted on the experiment, i could answer it in ease...

IO Chem practical today and a make-up lesson after that... Life isnt that easy now and i have to really start my revision... Exams are coming on the 14 August, 16 August, 21 August and 24 August and i hope everyone who are having test to pass with flying colours and me to do exceptionally well.. =D

Well, im going off now. Till then, Adios Amigo!

2007-07-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

IM DAMN TIRED!

Not getting enough sleep for your school is so bad that i totally black-out during abt 8+pm... I was so damn tired and i totally cant do any work... Good for me i have no work to be completed and passed up by tomorrow... Here i am, writing this entry for no reasons...

School has been alright this 2 days, only that i found out the marks for both my IO Chem and ITM(Introduction to MicroBiology)... I got a A+ for ITM but a marginal A for IO Chem... Tests are getting more and more difficult and before i know it, 3 and a half weeks are left before my semestral exams... Now im getting scared of not passing them and that i have to double-ly work hard before that...

Fell down on the escalators when going back home as my friends and i were rushing for the train... Good i wore jeans and that i just had minor scratches on my left thigh... Well, didnt expect that coming and my leg looks like it has just been scratched by some ferocious tiger/lion/bear... And today i found out that actually if you buy 'Whatever', u can get to know what's the drink inside by looking at the ingredients at the side of the can... Maybe u guys know it by know but i dont, so thats something new today...

Well, its 1am now, gotta wake up at 6am tml morning so im off to sleep...

Till then, Adios Amigo!

2007-07-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

I haven't been updating my blog... I know and i have nth i can do abt it since my life is so boring... Staying at home during the weekends and studying during the weekdays... Im getting back to my secondary school days of a no-lifer i guess... Anyone to ask me out?

School started on week 11, after 2 weeks of boring holidays and i've flunged my Chemical Process Principle B paper badly... Chem and micro-biology seems to be my stronger subject now since i also did not do well in my engineering maths paper... Life's tough in poly i guess since projects for unrelated topics for my course keeps popping out and that i really have to finish it in time... What stress man...

Well, my class went Pulau Bukom's Shell refinery again... You guys may think ' WHAT? BUKOM AGAIN? ' and sadly for me, i have to go as my course may let me get in contact with the petrol-chemical industries... My class got more and more jokers and seriously, i totally cant tolerate one girl in my class who dun have the initiative to understand that we totally hate her and that she would move away from our seats which were ours for last time in class... She craves for attention and seriously, i hope to not meet this type of MIC people in my life anymore... What does MIC means? Go figure it out or ask me on msn...

A picture we took at the jetty:

From Left : Afiq, Jian Cong, Chong Yee, Calvin, Ananth and me...

Afiq is known as fifi... Chong Yee is known as cam-whore and bhb kia... Calvin is known as my 1% friend...Well.. I aint a cam-whore so dun call me that... I wasnt the one who initiated to take the pic and i just tagged along then... My hair looks weird cause i went to cut my hair and its VERY short...

And to some of you who are reading my blog, i will end this entry with what i think.. Whether u guys are still angry with me or whatsoever, i know its my fault and that im truly sorry...

'Im acting ignorant so as not let you guys think that i actually CARE... But, obvious isn't it?'

Till then, Adios Amigo!~

BLOND

2007-06-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

I went to surf some forum and i found something very funny... Trust me, this is the funniest thing i saw in my life... Actually this picture depends on your imagination and if you got a dirty mind, its gonna be so freaking funny.. LOL! ;D

And the holidays are ending... Hope to at least get some chem things into my head cause the coming week ill be having a test...

Till then, Adios Amigo!

Fantastic 4

2007-06-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

Today i went to watch Fantastic 4, Rise of the Silver Surfer at The Cathay with yan, han, yong, zj, min, thye... It was not a bad show and i think I’ll rate it 3.5 stars... As Silver Surfer said to Mr Fantastic, ' Everyone has a choice '. This made me think of all the things i have done which i had options whether or not i can complete the task in a better way...

Indeed sometimes we feel that things are an one-sided affair but sometimes, we just forget the fact that we can have choices to make... Sometimes life is just crap but we can always make our life easier by making other people who offend us or those working with us able to have some options to help both you and the other people more... Everyone has choices, it's just now you feel and how u act towards it which results in whether you can both benefit yourself and your close ones, including your family and friends...

We went pool before and after the show and I was truly owned by han, just because I cant control the ball's speed and also im not quite used to the tables there... 9-ball games are more popular with us as it is somehow more fun and it also cut down the time of us playing 1 game... I got a very tyco shot and I'll show it when I draw the lines of the ball that got me a win against han... Gradually I'll get used to the tables there I hope, just to make my life easier when playing with them... Went home after pool by train and was day-dreaming of life...

I was thinking to myself, why do we live in this crappy life when we already have choices of dying and forgetting this fucked up world? Then questions came to my head, ' If we were born just to die, why do god even create this world? Why is earth the only planet with oxygen and that our lungs need oxygen? Do we really need to die to solve this question of life? '

Then I thought to myself, everyone has a choice, it just how we deal with it that matters. Even though I really thought of dying last time, I realized this isntt a way to solve this, it just complicate matters... Seriously sometimes day-dreaming is a good way to reflect on life and that it's just a good way to think what we have to do to both improve our lives and also others.

Well... Came home and watched some comedy in channel 8... Was laughing my head off with han in msn when we talked abt the show... Well, time pass fast when comedies are showing and that having a friend to laugh with you just feels great... Well, im writing this blog entry with Microsoft word and I hope there isn't any mistakes... Hope other days would be better and more enjoyable...

Well till then, Adios Amigo!

Comment

2007-06-14T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hate me if you want...

Hate me for what i've done...

But just GET OVER it...

Boring.......

2007-06-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

Today was a lame day... I went to school at 10, hoping to reach school by 11 but i missed 2 trains which resulted me to be late for around 10 minutes... We were doing the streak-plate technique the day before and today was to see my sample... Mine was not that nice but it was acceptable as i am supposed to just make a single colony for people to take from... We quickly did the questions in the lab manual and off to chem practical...

Chem practical was alright, only the fact that i talked back to the teacher that was not nessasary... We did the practical fast and my classmates and i went to eat lunch... We decided to go play lan awhile but when we reached, the place was filled with people so we topped-up our cards and we went to play pool... Pool was fun when i was playing with them as we kept commenting on each other not to go in and such which was so funny...

I went back home, waiting for the 'Gathering' of 4h'06 at 8pm... At 8, when i reached there, only a few were there and that some were either at home or on the way... We waited for quite some time before we could take a bus and by the time we reached there, it was 10+pm... Seriously, next time if there is a gathering, PLEASE be early and not let other people wait for you...

Ate MAD JACK there and seriously, i find the western at hougang plaza MUCH better than it... The price is like so much more expensive and that the food didnt taste nice... Me, Dan and Yan isolated ourselves from the others as there were not enough space for everyone and that even if we squeeze, whats the point of going there anyway? Call us wet blankets cant solve matters and that it isnt our fault that we are isolated, it was just the place that you guys chosed that sucks to the core... Trust me, if either me, yan or dan are going to plan a gathering, we would make it that everyone will get to eat together and that we can have programmes after eating...

Well, some random pics taken by dan and me...

Well, if u are not happy with what i wrote, voice out to me... Im not afraid of your opinions and if u have anything to add, tell me about it...

Till then. Adios Amigo!

E-Maths...

2007-06-07T20:13:00.001+08:00

Today i reached home at 7.30 after finishing my engineering maths paper... It was quite easy but i made some stupid mistakes and i think i've flunk the paper.. At most i think would be 75 but i dun think its possible...

For example, a linear equation with exponential in it wants me to find a straight line so i ln it... In the end i got a curve and then suddenly i thought it was wrong and i went to log it... Then i go shade the tabled values of the ln thinking it was wrong when i was doing log... What a mistake right? Then some differentiation questions i got wrong in it but blaming myself now is not gonna help...

Well, friday would be a gathering for 4h'06... Hope more wil come and we can have dinner together... Place is not confirmed but kc will tell soon... Well, hope tomorrow would be a better day and i would not ponder over this anymore... Im off to dota with my classmates now...

Till then, Adios Amigo!

Sch life...

2007-06-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

Monday's Excel test was not bad, not that difficult but also not that easy... Im just left with my Engineering Maths quiz on thurs and im off to the holiday mood! Life has been just alright for me this few days, i just hope to meet up my friends during the holidays and we can slack and chat around...

I haven played pool for quite some time... I think the last time i played was on saturday, at paradiz. When i play at there, when i have no momentum, i cant play well... Well, maybe its just me but i am like this... Anyone for pool then? ;D

And something to get me off my feet is the new dota map which contains 6 new heroes and the ranged strength hero is actually not bad... Templar Assasin is actually not bad too... Just hope that there would not be any bugs for this version... Anyone for dota also? ;D

Till then, Adios Amigo!

POOL!

2007-05-31T15:44:00.000+08:00

Life has been like a piece of crap... Everyday seemed so boring and i just hope that the term break just came in a flash... As term break means holidays, our clique can meet out and crap together, watch some movies and also play pool... But it’s only a pathetic 2 weeks so i dun think we would have much fun though...

And ytd pool was fun, I won yan in 8-ball twice and we only played twice! =D 9-ball wasnt that good as we were always trying to hit the 9-ball in with the other numbers we were suppose to hit... I lost 3 games to him while i only won him once... =.= Tyco la yan.. =P The only one i never won is yong as i only played one game with him...

Well, i think im becoming a pool addict now... Anyone to accompany me to play? ;D

Well till then, Adios Amigo!

Im feeling so weird...

2007-05-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

I dunno what came over me during midnight...

People may think i am getting emo.

But the truth is, im really not emo.

Or am i? I seriously dunno...

I just dunno what really came over me.

I think i need some help.

I need support from God.

I need to stop my bad attitude.

I need to be more tolerating.

I need to end my bad habit.

Who can help me? I just don't know...

Maybe the only one that can help me is myself.

Advices anyone?

FAMILY

2007-05-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Why is she like this?

She wasn't like this before...

I just wanted some peace and quiet so i can finish my work...

Cant you understand me for a bit?

Everytime is always my fault...

Why am i always in the wrong?

Why are you always using money to push us down?

Money isnt everything in this world.

I know i have a bad attitude...

That doesnt give you a reason to always be angry towards me.

I just feel like jumping off the 16th floor to end my life...

Its not impossible...

Just dun TRY me to do it...

All i got for support is my faith in god.

I SWEAR TO GOD, IF U WANT ME DEAD OR EVEN U TRY ME...

IM SURE I WILL DIE RIGHT INFRONT OF UR EYES.

Im Srry

2007-05-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

Im SORRY if what i posted offended you...

But i WASN'T REFERING to you...

It was to some IDIOTS who commented that i was EMO...

But if you EVER felt OFFENDED,

I dun blame you for being angry...

I just hope time can make u feel better...

Hope this years of friendship wont be gone just like that...

IM SORRY!

LIFE'S FUCKED

2007-05-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS FUCKED...

FRIENDS ARE BECOMING FUCKED UP...

IM FUCKING PISSED...

Why would there always be fucked up people in our life?
Only to make yourself more miserable and to let your life contain more hatred and anger?

Why are we in this fucked up realistic world?
Why were we even born?
Why do we have to face this fucked up people every single day of your life?

Sometimes i just wished i did not exist in this fucked up realistic world... Life's fucked eh?

AND TO OTHER PPL WHO WANTS TO COMMENT ON THAT SAYING LIFE'S FUCKED MEANS IM EMO? FUCK OFF! IM NOT EMO!

Sadded...

2007-05-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

FUCK MAN UTD DEFENCE...

FUCK MAN UTD FOR NOT USING THEIR CHANCES PROPERLY...

FUCK MAN UTD FOR LOSING...

FUCK DROGBA FOR SCORING AT 116 MINS...

AND.......

FUCK CHELSEA FOR WINNING THE FA CUP....

Boring..

2007-05-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

Life has been boring for the past few weeks... Being sick on the 2nd week of school, visited 2 doctors when i was sick and now i am still coughing... Week by week is getting more and more boring, going to school at a certain time, studying that certain subject and having to tolerate crap from friends and teachers...

This coming week which is the e-learning week, i hope that my life would be a little more interesting as we dun have to go to school... Hope to finish all my hw before that so i can relax during the e-learning week... However, the homework piling up for the e-learning week is increasing and i have only done engineering maths 1 until now... HOPE that i can finish all of them by myself...

Well.. Hope everyone is enjoying their poly days and that they are not regretting their decision now... I may sound that i regretted but it isn't so... Or is it? Well... i am confused now... No mood to do anything much and today would be my practical before the e-learning week.. Hope we can do it fast and go home as soon as possible as i have no intention of staying in school for long...

Well.. Nth to add on... Whether to blog anot, i have to see my mood...

Till then, Adios Amigo!

Sentosa Trip!

2007-04-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today, my clique and i went to Sentosa without SOMEONE... That someone rather spend his time with his new friends than old friends... I always THOUGHT best friends are made in secondary school... But now it is just him who is drifting apart from us... Don't bother to ask me who am i talking about...

So we wanted to meet at Hougang MRT station at 10 and go together there but me, yong, jun, jerr and jiemin was late so we went there together at a much later time... When we reached there, it started to drizzle and nevertheless, we still went there to eat what we bought at a nearby coffee-shop. The drizzle started to slimmer down so we went out to play volleyball... Volleyball is actually fun if u really get the hang of it...

So we played volleyball for quite some time before they went to dip inside the sea. I didn't go and dip inside as i didn't find that there is a need to go there... So i hanged around the place where our bags are and chatted with chiyong... After they came out, we continued to play volleyball until thunder and lightning strucked. We ran to the nearest shelter and rested there before playing volleyball after the clouds dispersed.

We took a bath later and went to watch the musical fountain. It is actually cool as the fire and the fireworks made by the machines there is really glaring and that it looked really magnificent... If anyone didn't go see it, it is quite worth the $6 for the 25 mins show if u are interested... If u aren't, dun bother to go and waste ur freaking money... Ate at the nearest coffee-shop and wanted to play pool but it was too late.. Maybe some other days then we will play pool...

Now i am home, tired but still awake.. Watching some shows now... Maybe i'll see what happens tomorrow and blog anything interesting then..

Till then, Adios Amigo!

BREAK FINALLY!

2007-04-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW I HAVE NO SCHOOL! HOORAY! LOL!

Tml indeed i have no school... Since the only lessons on friday are practicals, the first week is only briefing. Both of my teachers had already brief what they are suppose to brief to us so i have this friday off.. Anyone free then? Lol...

Well.. today went pretty well as almost my whole class were at SP MOBERLY. We played carrom, pool and joked there... Well.. It was pretty fun and interesting... The briefing of microbiology were so fast today as it took only 15 mins... Lol... Engineering Maths was also very relaxed as we were trying the new tutorial which the whole class took less than half an hour to finish.. Then we asked the teacher that if he can release us early and HE REALLY DID!

If only all teachers were like that... Lol... Life has been too tired this few days so i didn't bother
to blog...

Nth else to blog now... Till then, Adios Amigo...

School Started

2007-04-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

School started today.. I wasn't keen at all when going to meet shaun at hougang MRT station... I was late and we talked all the way till SP. SP is huge i tell u, u will get lost in it if there wasn't the maps there...

So there i was, attending the first lesson. It was Micro-Biology class by a female teacher. She seemed nice to us and that she stated that she has a very high expectation on us... This made me felt somehow stressed but relieved... I don't exactly know how to explain but just let it be treated this way...

The 2nd lesson was on ENGINEERING MATHS 1! OMG? PEOPLE IN CHEMICAL ENGINEERING NEEDS TO TAKE ENGINEERING MATHS? That was something i wondered as i was in the class... The teacher is quite old, probably in his late 60s and he supports MAN U! THATS MY FAVORITE TEAM TOO! Lol... My class rep was too bored and so he asked... Lame but funny la... Lol... =D

I had 2 hours break after the Engineering Maths lecture... Therefore i decided to look for Shaun. He and his friends were in FoodCourt 5, which was like miles away from where i was... Thinking that i had 2 hrs, i ignored the hot and humid weather and went to look for him. When i finally found him, i was sweating like hell and it was pretty uncomfortable at that moment. His class was starting and i was like ' WTF? ' . But good for me, i brought yesterday's newspaper and i read it near to my next class. The weather was very hot and i had to fan myself while reading the papers... Sad but true.. Lol..

Nxt lesson was a computer lesson on how to use Microsoft Excel. It was quite easy to speak the fact so i finished it when the teacher was still explaining to some guys... My class is alright la, not much of a trouble maker and also not much of a nuisance to the teacher...

Last period was Organic and Inorganic Chemistry taught by this teacher named DR KEN LEE. He is VERY lame as a teacher and his powerpoint slide showed us a lame joke.

Here it is: ' A Neutron goes into a bar and ordered a drink. After drinking, He asked the waiter, ' How much is it for this drink?' The waiter replied ' For you, NO CHARGE! '.

You tell me, isn't that lame? When i heard this joke, i was absolutely giving him my crappest face and he was actually laughing at it... =.= Then my class had 2 Clarence's, mainly one is me and another was Clarence Koh. Then at his lesson we sat together and when he was marking the attendance, he said ' Wow! 2 Clarence's sitting together! ' Then he gave some stupid comment and that was like embarrassing. =.= And he told us not to call him either OIE or Cher cause u know why he doesn't want us to call him Cher? CAUSE HE SAID THAT CHER IS UGLY! ( Cher is a singer... ) THATS WHY HE IS SO FCUKING LAME LA!

Now i am gradually getting more names into my mind abt my classmates... Hope to interact more with them as we are actually not too approachable at times...

Well till then, hope i can tolerate my chem teacher so Adios Amigo!

Movie

2007-04-15T02:43:00.000+08:00

Today went for a movie with the gang.
Went to watch Wild Hogs.
Stupid LAME show.
Tickets were so EXPENSIVE.. $9.50 each
Went to buy nachos to eat.
Dan nearly helped me to finish it.
Watching the speed he is eating my nachos, i can tell he is REALLY hungry.
There i see my nachos disappearing fast.
Then got out of the theatre.
Ate chicken rice at The Chicken Rice Shop?
The food is not bad but quite expensive la.
But its ok la. Not a waste of the money.
Then went to walk walk in vivo.
After that was bowling at kovan bowling alley.
Me and Dan played han's PSP there.
Tennis was hard to play.. LOL! =D
Then dessert.
Went home after talking crap there.
Reached home at 12.00am.
Played Gunbound.
Now nth else to do.
Nth else to add too.
So till then.
Adios Amigo!

Ren Shen Dao Li

2007-04-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

I realised smth today... People have weaknesses... Then i came up with this paragraph...

Weaknesses are smth u never get to finish in a list by yourself... Its how people think u are and add into your list and u will somehow reflect that u may not think u have done that but actually, people forget the slightlest thing they have done which may have caused a huge impression towards themselves...

People shuld just reflect on this and think over it...

Till then... Adios Amigo!

Lmao!

2007-04-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

While browing through forums, i came across a topic abt smth that will make ur maths teachers nuts... I went inside and i found some pretty lame and stupid things people do in their tests.. Enjoy~

Nth to blog today...

Till then, Adios Amigo!

New Bag!

2007-04-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

I just got myself a new Crumpler bag! YEAH! Lol... Although this reaction is too big, i am still happy i bought a new Crumpler bag.. It cost $167 and my elder sis sponsored me $100.. Thx sis if u ever read this post...

<---- My Bag!

<--- This logo just made my bag more expensive.. LOL!

Then at night went for dinner at kovan with yan, han, jun, yong, jerr and dan.
Ate the western food near the bowling alley.
We went to the arcade after finishing our meal since we have nothing better to do.
After playing some games at the arcade, we decided to go home and dan took off in a cab..
Jun suggested to eat beancurd and so we did.
Yan didn't eat much of his beancurd as it was too hot.
We played with the food then.
It was freaking disgusting.
We went home afterwards.
Nth else to do now.
Hope tml would be a more interesting day.
Till then...
Adios Amigo!

Maple Comic

2007-04-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

I found some comics from a forum and i find the creator very creative... He is a Professional Comic Creater from GMS. He is in Bera Server and his IGN is Clyde50 (Guild = Literateness).

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Till then.. Adios Amigo!
( The comic pictures are pretty small so click on it to view..)

Dinner at JK

2007-04-01T02:31:00.000+08:00

Went to Jalan Kayu for dinner
Went with Yan, Dan, Yong, Xiang, Han, Jerr
Took LRT there
Han was earliest
I was second
Others were late
Yong was latest
Too used to them being late
Went there
We ordered hell lots of things
Then the food came
All at the table
Passed 2 pratas to Xiang
He dropped it on the floor

We laugh our ass off
Damn funny lor
Then ate to our fill
Went back by the same way
Saw many foreign workers drinking beer
Not a racist remark but
Not as many as Little India during weekends
Went home
Watched soccer
Saw Man U's 4 goals just in time
Saw how Kalou make a stupid last minute goal
Saw how good Watford's form was
Incredible fight from a team facing relegation
Well...
Nth else to blog...
Till then..
Adios Amigo!

BlogSkin

2007-03-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

Changed my blogskin and it isn't blue mouldy chesse anymore.. =.=

Long time since i blogged and that is because my life has been BORING! NTH TO BLOG AT ALL!

Yan did this for me.. LOL! THX DUDE!

Ok.. Nth else to blog so Adios Amigo!

ZzZ

2007-03-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

Submitted my RE-appeal... Hoping for the best now... May god bless...

FREEDOM!

2007-02-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

IMA FREE NOW!

Ok.. Work is over and done with it and now i have my own FREEDOM!

CNY is approaching within 23hrs 00 mins.. It is BORING!

Lets us ask ourself this question : ' Why is Chinese New Year so significant to you? ' Many people would ponder over this question and think, CNY is only for the breaks for schooling and the red packets that you would receive means more money u can spend during ur schooling days...

When u are out of school, needing to find a job as a source of income for yourself and realising money isn't easy to earn, CNY is not even significant at all.. All u hope is that u can get enrolled into a school and that all worries of money can be gone in a flash... How i hope life is only this simple and fair to start with..

Well... I am currently jobless and i dun think i would find another job in the days coming.. Relax for a while before getting a job and enjoy the days ahead... Well.. I think me and Dan had pissed off Yan just now.. Dunno if he is ok with it.. Hahas..

Well... Nth to add on now.. Maybe blog during CNY to see if anything is interesting..

Till then, Adios Amigo!

I HAVE SUMBIITED MY SCORE!

2007-02-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I have submitted my decisions... It is final.. Here are my choices..

1st) Biomedical Science [SP] (S98)
2nd) Accountancy [NAP] (N51)
3rd) Biomedical Science [NAP] (N59)
4th) Chemical Engineering [SP] (S70)
5th) Banking & Financial Services [NAP] (N53)
6th) Accountancy [SP] (S75)
7th) Biotechnology [SP] (S72)
8th) Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering [NAP] (N56)
9th) Tourism & Resort Management [SP] (S55)
10th) Integrated Events & Project Management [SP] (S50)
11th) Cyber and Digital Security [TP] (T15)
12th) Veterinary Technology [TP] (T45)

This are the choices and it is final.. Dun ever ask me why my last choice is that as i dun want to bother myself to explain to u.. After submitting, my heart felt so relaxed and relieved. So now this is off my mind, i will have nothing to worry about now.. IT IS TIME TO MOCK YAN OVER HIS PONDERING OF CHOICES AVAILABLE! SHAUN AND I CAN RELAX AND PARTY! WOOTS! Lol... It is really time to mock yan now..

Till then.. Adios Amigo! =)

RESULTS!

2007-02-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY I RECEIVED MY 'O' LVL RESULTS! Although it wasn't what i wanted but as i had said earlier, i can't change the history as it has passed but now i can decide my future...

So here comes my results..
English B3 =)
A.Maths A2 =(
E.Maths A2 =(
Combined Science A2 =(
Chinese B3
Combined Humanities C6 =.=

Well.. Other than my English subject that i am satisfied with, my Combined Humanities which i had expected, i am disappointed at why i couldn't get A1's for my A.Maths, E.Maths and Combined Science.. This 3 subjects had always been my best subjects comparing with the others but i think the moderation of marks had really pulled me down.. Speechless now since i have to cope with my results.. During 22.00-23.30, i have been thinking of courses i could take.. I wrote them down and i think this are what i truly will consider..

[Choices that i will consider.. ]

Diploma in Cyber and Digital Security [TP]
Diploma in Veterinary Technology [TP]
Tourism & Resort Management [SP]
Accountancy [SP]
Biomedical Science [SP]
Chemical Engineering [SP]
Infocomm Security Management [SP]
Banking & Financial Services [SP]
Haiz.. Truly this is a really difficult time as if i had taken the wrong choices, i would regret it.. This is a truly harsh and difficult decision as i must plan my future NOW.. My mind is in a mess now so i better dun think too much... Before i submit my choices, i wold blog again..

Till then.. Adios Amigo!

Job is tough..

2007-02-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

WOW! I DID NOT UPDATE THIS BLOG FOR AGES! OMG!

Ok.. This 2 weeks has been VERY tiring.. Just BECAUSE my mum called the pastor to introduce a job to me and it was a warehouse thing.. THE ITEMS IN THE CONTAINERS FOR THE WAREHOUSE ARE F***ING HEAVY MAN! OMG! These two days i have been moving items from containers weighing in the range of 3.8kg - 31kg.. =.= It is f***ing heavy and i really dun understand why do i have to do all this while people like yan and dan can enjoy their so called 'FREEDOM' life.. Dan is the most relaxed one when compared with me, him and yan but i know life can be so unfair...

Results are out on friday and i am really immune to it.. What if i get good results? What if i get bad results? I can't change the fact for what i did already and no matter how i ponder and worry over it, it is totally useless... So for those idiots who are totally worrying about their results coming out on friday, GET ON WITH LIFE AND KEEP IN YOUR MIND THAT U CANNOT CHANGE HISTORY ANYMORE!

Having my job tomorrow.. Hoping no more containers coming in for this week and the week after.. And to yan.. FREEDOM IS NOT WHAT U HAVE NOW.. IT IS WHAT I HAD BEFORE U HAD AND WHAT I WILL HAVE AFTER I FINISH MY WORK...

Till then.. Adios!

HK!

2007-01-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK FRM HONGKONG!

Ok.. This four days have been quite fun, ignoring the stupid rude china people and hk people... Grrrr... Well... IF it wasn't their bad attitudes, this trip would be SOOO much better! Time for summarising! Woot! =.=

Ok.. Went to the airport at 4.45am during saturday as our flight was ard 6. Didn't sleep at all and went to HongKong. Reached there at 10.40am Singapore time and checked into a hotel... Went for breakfast at a nearby place and the food there is quite nice.. Went to walk ard the place and i was back to my usual self, LAMING! =.= Went to look ard the neighbourhood with my family and bought some things back to the hotel. Slept ard 1+ after bathing as i was watching tv.

Second day was alright.. Woke up late in the morning, abt 11+... Went to eat Dim Sum with my family as my mother wanted it so we went... Then off to the Ocean Theme Park for no reason. Tickets there are not cheap and i quite enjoyd myself there, riding rides and looking at the different types of fishes in the exhibition hall.. Got out of the place by evening and we did some shopping. I BOUGHT MY NEW NIKE SHOES! WOOT! Bought it around S$100 and i feel that it looks cool! Will upload the pics soon..

Third day we decided to go to The Peak.. It is a place that u have to take a tram up and u can see the whole HongKong there.. The view is nice buy it is not advisable for those who are scared of heights... It is very high up and the view frm the top to the bottom is really beautiful.. Went back to the hotel to rest as my mother could not walk and did some shopping at night... Bought a Quiksilver T-Shirt there and it looks alright la... Went to the night market and my brother bought a UNO card set.. Played with my sister and brother UNO from 11pm-2am? We played till everyone was tired and fell alsleep soon after...

The last day was also to eat Dim Sum when we woke up ard 11+... Went shopping then and my smaller sister bought ALOT of things... Then me and my bro went everywhere to see and i never bought anything else... Wanted to find something for yan but could't find anything significant for him.. Then we took a taxi to the airport and came home ard 1am.. Talked to yan abt snails and he asked how to play with snails.. Well.. Being the LAME me, i told him that he can stuff snails in his arsehole and squish them when he close it.. LOL.. =)

Well.. Now Dan is still overseas... Waiting for him to come back and tell me and yan abt his experience there.. Till then.. Adios!

Bored!

2007-01-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

Ok.. It has been at least 10 days since i blogged... Too lazy to blog this few days.. Yesterday was fun at night.. Had lots of laughter when chatting with yan, dan and yong...

Chionged GB with dan this few days.. Kept playing avatar on as we had our full gear.. Lol.. Yong said we wasted money but i dun really think so...

Well.. 6.39 Dota map has been FINALLY been created and release.. The two new heros are not that good though... Although it is quite ghey.. Haix.. No mood to dota.. So many leavers and Mhers.. ZZzzZZzzZZzz.. But.. If anyone wants to dota, feel free to call me to play with u.. As i have nth to do at home also.. =)

Cut hair...

2006-12-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today was a different day from the usual... Tagged along with my brother to his hairstylist and had my hair cut... Also dyed it as my brother thinks that he has too much money to psend.. LOL! =) Well.. Took some pics and they are the following...

Isn't that cool.. LOL! But alright la... Not i pay de so i just cut and dye lor... Dan called me a cheapskate... HEY DAN! U GO CUT HAIR ALSO UR MUM PAY RIGHT? DOESN'T THAT MAKE U A CHEAPSKATE TOO! =.=

Didn't play any games till now.. Helped my mum ard the place and also slacked around when my sister came with her dog... Fun but my house became dog hair heaven.. LOL!

K la... Nth else to add for now..

Till then.. Adios..

Chalet is OVER!

2006-12-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

CHALET IS OVER?!? Wow.. That was fast... Time for some summarising of what i still remember from the chalet...

Ok... I went to the chalet after getting back from SGH... Went there by bus and when i reach, i totally don't know the way around.. So i called yong to bring me there and we waited in the chalet for others... Some people came and me, yong, cass, su ling felt that we were hungry... Went to the arcade first and three of them played daytona.. Didn't play as i have NO MONEY! =) Back to the point... After the arcade we went to BK to eat and i tell u.. SU LING EATS SLOWER THAN A TORTISE! When me, cass, yong and dan finished our meal, she was still on her fries... =.='' Played true or dare while waiting for her and we got some amusement from yong's answer.. Went to the pool beside the arcade with dan and yan and played for awhile... Went back to play poker and they called be to be the dealer.. NVM! But in the end i still lost ard $10... Sad... Then in the morning, me, linxi, gary, dan, kc, mund went home by bus...

2nd day started when i woke up ard 1630 as i slept ard 0830... Dan was also up frm my call to him and we played ard 1 hr of GB... Skills totally suck now... Then i went to his hse and we went to the chalet together... Went to the chalet to find them and went to chagi village to eat.. Ate nasi lemak and was chatting with yan and dan... Went back to the chalet and played poker again which i still lost.. LOL! Ate mac's at ard 4am and slacked there... By 6, me and dan made our way out of the chalet and took a cab each... Fare was ard $6.5-$7.0 and i was so dead beat tired... Bathed and just slept...

WOKE UP AT 12 BY MY BRO AS MY MOTHER IS GETTING DISCHARGED! She came back and i guess this 2 weeks i would be a male nurse to my mother... LOL! She still have difficulties getting out of bed and sitting down as her spinal surgery is making her nerves harden... This would be a job for me as i would have to bring her out of bed when needed and i have to do all ths house chores.. BORING! But i heard that there is a pay for me now.. $5 an hour is not bad.. =)

Well.. Thats all i remember frm the chalet and all... Got nth else to comment...

Till then.. Adios..

Operation Success

2006-12-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

THE OPERATION IS A SUCCESS?

Even though my mother is still suffering from her post syndrome from her GA(General Anesthetic). She kept vomiting when she came out of the operating room and this made her so weak... Her back is also in pain as she has just done her operation to the spinal cord but this symptoms are common i guess...

Tomorrow i have to wake up early tomorrow i guess... Since all my family members are working and i am the ONLY free one now.. i guess its my responsibitity to take care of my mum when she clearly needs it... But the chalet on the 20th would clash with her hospitialisation so maybe during the chalet when there is nothing to do i would come down to SGH to visit her for awhile...

Yan said he prayed hard for my mum ytd night... This made me a little curious if whether he is crapping or not as in the list of my crappy friends, he is NUMBER 1! LOL! Yan, no offence though... But if u really prayed for my mum, Thanks Dude! =)

Well.. Realised that Daniel has just lost his wallet and he has no mood to do anything.. The first word i said was like 'NICE!' and he is really pissed.. LOL! WHO CALL U SO CARELESS! But i am not suppose to laugh over his loss... Maybe only a miracle can help him now..

Till then.. Adios..

Worried...

2006-12-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

Today at 11.30am would be my mother's operation.. I am still worried about the operation even though the specialist said that there is a high percentage of success... A high percentage of success doesn't mean there would be no chance of a mistake being done... HELLO? THIS IS DRIVING 6 SCREWS IN UR SPINAL CORD! HOW WOULD THIS HAVE NO CHANCE OF FAILURE?

Accompanied my mum to church today.. Saw her cry when her pastor was praying for her... Yesterday she said something that really broke my heart.. She said that if the operation did not succeed, she has already informed her pastor that she wants to be cremated and her ashes to be thrown into the ocean. Cause she didn't want to be a burden to my family in the near future by making us pray to her... This indeed broke my heart and this suddenly made me feel why we should cherish our times as family together... Now i am really praying hard to god to help her so as to succeed this operation and that she could spend few more years together with us..

Suddenly Yan reminded me of a composition i wrote about 'saying good-bye'. It was about the story of my mother who fainted and she got leukemia.. At the end of the story, she passed away.. I really hope this isn't any curse i am giving to my mother as she was the sole breadwinner in my family when she had my brothers and sisters in the past.. My father was not even of use to the family and i am really afraid that the one who brought me up would suddenly pass away..

'Dear Lord Jesus, pls help my mother on her operation today... I really hope that this operation would be a success and that she would gradually become more strong-willed and more faithful to you... In Jesus name i pray, Amen.'

I really hope this prayer to help my mum on her operation. Don't have much to blog this few days, only playing GB with daniel and Dotaing with denny... Well... I have nth else to say now..

Till then..

Boring B'Day

2006-12-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

SIAN... Today is so BORING! Woke up, watched TV for 1 hour, then i used the computer. Was talking to Dan for awhile before he went off to eat with his mother. Wanted to play GB with him and own him but he couldn't.. Maybe later? Then i played 3 dota games..

First match i random tio Bristleback. I thought i was going to be owned but sadly, i owned the other team badly.. Second match i choose to use Tinker and still, i gayed them with my laser, heat seeking, dagon, rearm, laser, heat seeking, dagon and they were calling me gay shit.. Hahas.. Never thought tinker is so gay when he has lots of mana.. Last match was ZEUS! Still, i owned them. =)

Well.. Today is only the cutting of my birthday cake i guess.. Since my mother is working till late night and my elder sis didn't have time to come... Have to wait for some other day then maybe we can go out for dinner as a family and we can at least happily talk. Then my smaller sister is like... Called her 5 frens to message me and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY? What else can she do.. =.=

Maybe i would blog about the game with Dan later..

Till then, Adios Amigo. =)

YAY!

2006-12-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

YAY! ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! WOOT! lol... This birthday seems kinda boring now.. Can't celebrate with frens only with family.. *Sigh* But nvm la.. Got a family to celebrate with is better than nothing and I GOT MY SAM'S TOWN CD! WOO! Now playing at my computer repeatly.. Hahas..

Yan suggest i put my age as Age: OFFICALLY 16.. =.= What else can he think of nxt? LOL =) Read yan's blog just now... TSS! HEAVY INDUSTRY! DUN MAKE ME REMIND OF THE PINK BABE! And for the idiots who want to comment on what is TSS.. GET A LIFE DUDES!

Tomorrow is the DAY!

2006-12-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

Well... Today's first program was to watch Heroes recommended by Daniel.. Not a bad show actually but the loading time sucks when i load too much at a time.. Stop at the 3rd episode and felt i was to play some games...

Played some GB with Daniel... My skills kinda suck now... Lol.. But the most SUAY thing that happen were that i tio 1 dragon BUT OUR DISTANCE IS LIKE SO FAR! Then i lost using dragon.. But alright la.. Both of us tio Knights and i lost to his boomer.. GRRR! But nvm...

Dota for 2 matches and both game got leavers.. HEY U IDIOT ZION USERS.. IF U ARE LOSING JUST CONTINUE LA! LEAVE GAME AND SPOIL THE GAME FOR WHAT! CBKs! I really realise that Custom Kick (CK) is really useful in times and it really got some of my friends pissed off.. lol..

Well.. 2 hours and 51 mins left.. YAY!

LAMERS

2006-12-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

Didn't do much today... Only dota and watch tv.. Came to my blog and saw the lamers posting at my tagboard.. WHO ARE THE IDIOTS SPAMMING IN MY TAGBOARD! FARK OFF DUDES! MAI LAME LOR! GET A LIFE! Now freaking pissed off by those idiots.. Want to irritate people please go other blogs... And STFU!

Well.. its 3.18am on my clock now.. SIBEI SIAN LA! No shows to watch, no dvd's to watch.. ARG! I am really getting used to sleeping late and waking late... Late night MTV is ABSOLUTELY LAME! But at the start is kinda nice la..AND PEOPLE! GO TO YOUTUBE AND SEE THE MTV OF 'I Just Called To Say I Love You' by Stevie Wonder.. TOTALLY DIFFERENT MTVS' IN THE PAST COMPARED TO NOW... Addicted to 'Bones' by The Killers.. Grr... I want their cd.. Will my dear sis buy for me? LOL =)

Till then..

Wow!

2006-12-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Amazing!! YAN SOLVED MY BLOG PROBLEM! WOW! lol.. He's sick but still can make this.. HE IS GOOD! Well... For the past few days keep spending the time on making this stupid blog.. lol... but with the help of yan and perserverence (CRAP)... i actually did it! Wow! But its kinda good feeling that u have done what u started with and really thanks to u yan.. =)

Well... Bought my W850i phone few days ago with the help of my sis and brother.. My brother used his plan which has half a year left to upgrade and it cost a FREAKING $528! I still have to pay $100.. Nice la.. But i dun regret on getting that phone as i feel it kinda cool.. LOL! The functions are also not bad and the ringtones are slightly louder.. MY FIRST WALKMAN PHONE THAT I OWN LEH!

Life has been boring for me this holiday.. Dun feel like getting a job and dun feel like not getting a job.. WTF AM I TALKING! Keep at home dOta, slack, watch tv.. this indeed is the most boring holiday i ever had.. Work seems tough and boring so i really dun feel like doing any.. hahas.. but work can keep me occupied and i at least can do something there.. WHY AM I IN A DILEMMA! WHY!

And a stupid imposter go post on yan's tagboard... HELLO? I AM NOT EVEN ONLINE AT 12.45 YTD! STILL SAY MONEY MINDED TO YAN? U IDIOT?